Give and get support around quitting
Ok people .... I am a smoker who doesnt smoke anymore. Today I woke up because my dog Mannie, who sleeps in my bed was looking out of the window at 7:30 in the morning, and saw a black dog going down the trail behind my house and started barking his guts out and ended up throwing up on the bed and on my pyjamas and even the mattress cover, and I yelled at him and hurt his feelings, I didn't get my house work done, I cancelled luncheon with friends. I didn't change the paper in my budgies cage. I checked in with the Ex Community and made my pledge, and someone reached out their hand to me and I cried. I went to the store and bought a bottle of Baileys Irish Cream and drank most of it, so now I can't meditate because I can't concentrate, and my dog has had his tail down most of the day and that is my fault. i feel like not a good person, not evil or anything, just a limp loser, and here I am at summer camp for smokers who don't smoke and I just want to say. how wanky it all seems today,. so thanks to you all for having me in your company. I mean, I am a wanker who did not smoke today. And you all have helped. I feel like the Ex Community is a summer camp for smokers who don't smoke. And I'm glad to be here.
wanky not stanky!
And WE are glad that you are attending our camp.
Stay the course - 'cause graduation day is a BLAST!
🙂
Welcome to the Camp. Hang out with us.
Your dog will forgive you. But I'm no so sure about the budgie. lol Ya done good. Here's a little blog I wrote a few year back about a mythical summer camp of sorts:/blogs/Giulia-blog/2014/02/13/ex-ville-workshops-and-retreats
Please don’t hold this against yourself or give you the any reason to quit. Do love us unconditionally no matter what. They don’t even care if we smoke but we will save ourself sand them if we do. It’s ok your ok and your dog loves you and always want lol. Stay the course with us. Please
Barb
We were both crying yesterday! So emotional with this quit. No matter what, don't yell at your best friend. I'm sure you can find a human to yell at.
I'm sure you can find a human to yell at.
You got this sailor!!