It 11:40pm and in 20 minutes it’s my quit date. I just smoke the last one in the pack. I will be so proud of myself if I don’t break this commitment to myself. There is a part of me that enjoys smoking but it makes my life unmanageable. I’m so sick and tired of THINKING about quitting. I quit for 3 years and started smoking again 10 months ago. I miss my freedom. It seems so much harder to quit this time. I’ve been trying to quit for months and cave in day 2. I’m gonna use the gum for a while. Looking forward to the support on this site.