Hope everyone had a good weekend. Not much going on today .. I woke up feeling a little depressed this morning and achy.. but I made myself get up and I went for a light jog.. I really want to get back into running but I know I need to take it day by day .. I went to visit a friend of mine this evening and she smoked 2 cigarettes while I was there .. she told me she wouldn’t if it bothered me and I told her to go ahead .. maybe I was trying to test myself .. I did good though .. I think I was more worried about smelling like a cigarette.., I don’t do that anymore.. but am very aware of being in No Mans Land.. well goodnight all..