Happy Valentine's Day! Quit day for me today. As all of you know I don't have my Forever Man with me anymore, but I sure as heck can honour his memory by doing the thing that was most important to him, and quit this stinking addiction for good! I am mad as HELL at myself that I haven't been able to keep quit. So for myself, for my kids, grandkids and the new great grandbaby on the way, I CHOOSE to kick that NICODEMON in the butt today, and say NO more you can't have me anymore. I'm fighting mad, I'm mad at myself, but by GOD, I will do this now, No more freaken excuses. When I see what Ellen has been through recently with her husband I am astounded, and inspired by her strength, and she never returned to the smokes!
I will use the patch and nicotine lozenges as needed. I will make something good out of this sad day.
Life is good if you make it that way! I am grateful to all my EX friends here for putting up with me for so long!!
Love you all!!
