Yesterday was a day of 5's! The number really showed up in my life! I woke up 5 days away from one year quit! Yesterday was # 5 in a string of very bad days for me! At some point I realized that I was 5 miles from my old cigarette store. 5 dollars from a fresh pack of smokes and 5 minutes from throwing away every bit of self respect I had earned. And 5 minutes from losing the respect of my friends here.
Today is a day of 4's! I am 4 days from one year quit! I am greatfull 4 that! I am 4 ever in the debt of my friends here! I am 4 ever determined to be smoke free. I am trying to 4 give myself 4 almost losing focus! And I am here 4 you 4 ever if you have a bad day!
Thank you all for supporting me! Even when you don't know you are doing anything! Tommy
