For those on the fence about quitting
You can not truly feel or experience your life when it revolves around smoking.
It is the most important thing in your life. You think about it all the time. When and where you can do it. Making sure you never run out. Fidgeting until you can have one. It has all become automatic. It has overtaken you. It is your reality.
AND, you will never see it until you step away from it.