I literally slept for 12 hours last night. Not exactly straight through but I feel "caught up" on rest. Nothing better!
This is day 5 for me. I have never reached day 5 "so quickly"before. In 2 days I will be on 1 week. That seems amazing to me. I am only looking at this "one day at a time" but I think I am finally accepted that there will never be that feeling of "enjoying" a cigarette again. I had to reach that point with drinking before I could let that go 100% as well. I still have chest tightness and I hope I have it until I am through NML because it reminds me that smoking will only make it worse.
I'll check back in later to read blogs. Know I think of all of you throughout the day. You guys (and ladies) have become so important to me. You have become like family throughout these yrs.
Connie
