busy day

[constanceclum]

Thanks to everyone for the wonderful, endouraging comments to my blog yesterday. I'm not feeling as desperate today.

I have 4 visits from various disciplines of the home health agency today. That is good because I am so anxious to get my health back and get on with my life.

I am having an easy day as far as not smoking today. It seemed like the past few days were harder. I think because of some of the stress I've been going through I've been getting through the days by white knuckeling it. There is nothing I can do at this point but "Let go and let God" so that is what I'm going to do. I am going to talk to Scott today about my plan to move out when I can. 

He thinks because he doesn't drink in front of me or keep alcohol in the house, that he is doing his part but all afternoon and evening I have to deal with his drunk butt which gets on my last nerve and I can't escape from it. Bear with my venting on this, I know it's not an alanon site but I need to get it off my chest.

I hope all my dear EX friends have a wonderful smoke free day!

Connie