Help

[MePlus3]

I love my quit and never thought I'd get to this point. After 32 days I'm missing them. I fight these thoughts by asking exactly what am I missing? I don't know. The thought is stuck the image of me on my porch with my killing "friend" there's nothing "friend" about ole nic but he's whispering to my mind. I chose to protect my quit by coming here BEFORE I go to the store and ruin it. The more I type the stronger it become so I'm going to end it here...