Hello Ex Community! I'm having a lot of appointments so I haven't been able to check in very often. Wanted to let everyone know that I'm still smoke free and hope all of you are still fighting the good fight as well. I still have cravings but I won't allow myself to give in. I went to a friends house Sunday and she was smoking, in the house. She offered to go outside even thou she's handicapped. Now that's a real friend 🙂 I told her no, that I would be fine, and I was. While I know that it's not good to put yourself in that kind of situation, especially as a new non-smoker, I will be going to a party where most of the people are smokers in a couple of weeks. I decideded to look at it as a challange and help me prepare for the army of smokers that will be at the birthday party. While I know that I will desire and want, I also know that at this time I am strong enough to beat it. When/IF I reach NML...I'm going to need all of you on EX to remind me of my inner strength and that I said "This is a fight and I'm not a person that likes to lose...so...I WON'T!!
