No matter what life throws at us we can and MUST make the CHOICE to stick with the best gift that any of us will ever give ourselves which is the GIFT OF LIFE! If you're struggling you might think I'm nuts BUT if you keep plowing forward through the roller coaster ride of ups and downs of withdrawals and moodswings and lack of sleep you will get to that good place in your quit where you realize how much better life is without the crutch of cigarettes BUT after decades of smoking it's bound to take time to relearn life without the smokes because every blessed thing we did was wrapped around them, I remember only too well how horrendous it was BUT thankfully with commitment and perseverance I made it through and so will you.....