I'm having trouble with intermittant thoughts of "wanting" to smoke especially when I am searching for graphics for the Freedom train blog with pics of actual cigarettes in them. I'm fooling my mind into wanting to go buy a pack. With almost 1040 days with out a smoke I am surprised that my resolve feels fleeting. I've been here long enough to watch this happen to folks with new quits and even a few with days like mine. The ones with days like mine just seem to disappear from the site. I don't want to do that but I do need to protect myself.
Honestly I've had similar feelings for a while now. I'm appealing to the long timers who have seen it all or others who have had this same experience that overcame the feelings and kept going.
I will appreciate your candour. thank you very much!
