I am writing this blog to confess that I slipped up today (Wednesday, the 2nd of November). I truly apologize to you ALL!!!! I really am so ashamed of what I've done and not to be dramatic in any way....I'm not like that, but I know I don't deserve your support at this time. Maybe next Wednesday when I come on and announce my 1st full week of not smoking. So for those of you who have written me a message on my message board today, I'd rather not reply to your supportive and encouraging messages right now so please don't be concerned if I don't reply. You ALL are such incredible heroes to me and I'm just not worthy of your kindness at this point. I cannot believe I did this. I let you all down, myself down, and most importantly to me, I let my Jesus down. For those of you who do pray, I sure could use some right now. I will do better, I promise you all!!!!!
God bless you all!!!
