It's beautiful, not because of weather or because leaves are changing magnificently, but because I remain smoke free. That is a wonderful feeling. To you newbies ( i kind of am myself) read Alan Carr's book (you will have to ask one of the other members for the link.) You may agree or not agree with his methods, but I assure you that you will walk away with a new attitude about quitting. Each day remember the feeling of freedom to keep you going strong in your quit. I know that is what gets me through each day. I hope everyone has a blessed smoke free day!