I want to apologize for venting here yesterday but boy did I receive a lot of good input and responses and ideas. I'm still angered but I just read where my brain is angry because I want a cigarette and am not giving myself one. Whew. What a relief. This is just a stage in my recovery. Don't recall this stage on my last quits which has been eleven. I'm having a hot beverage in preparation for my shower. After my shower I'll have my evening meal. My water intake has been zero these last two days and that could be a reason for my anger as well. Must protect my quit. Angry or not.
