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Alone again today.

Christine13
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Hiiii, well, hubby's blood is low again, he's sleeping day and night.  Sometimes the loneliness gets to me, but I will keep busy and occupied, I won't be loosing my quit today.  No more drinking either.  No cigs in the house, I am safe.  I will be walking to the store to get milk today, but they don't sell cigs in the grocery stores here, so I'm safe there too.  Hope to God hubby makes it through the weekend without ending up in the ER.  This is always an anxious time for me, but it's time I learned how to cope with this.  We go through this same sinario, ever two and a half to 3 weeks.  I know I've talked about this before, hope you don't mind.  Hopefully, he will get two blood transfusions next week.  God be with him, and me, and all of you!  I am blessed to still have him in my life.  Thanks for listening to me ramble on.  Helps to just write about it.  Many Thanks.

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I'm a widow now, my husband passed away January 1, 2018 He died of COPD, and pre leukemia and the flu. He quit smoking 15 years ago which gave him extra time. I am a mother, and grandmother. I have smoked for 47 years. I am going to have my forever quit and I'm doing it for me and my two daughters so I can live longer and be with them. I like to read, swim, garden, crochet, paint and doodle. I also enjoy walking and visiting with friends and family. I am 100% making this my last quit. I have been in denial about what smoking has done to me and my kids. I must make a new life for myself and it doesn't include cigarettes. I may already have COPD, but have not been officially diagnosed.