I realize smoking gives me nothing but cancer and all those other nasty things. I'm trying to turn my life around and put a line in cement that says NO more smoking for me. I have felt downright helpless with this addiction. I have a lot of stress, my husband is very ill. I have a lot of really, really bad memories that haunt me when I stop smoking. I have a mental illness, I am shizo-affective, which is bi-polar and schizophrenia combined. I keep taking medication but my phychiatrist hasn't helped me much with the quit process.
There have been a lot of wonderful people who have helped me here in my two 3 month quits.
I am really hoping that I'm not such a failure and can still quit for good. I'm desperate to change this and stop smoking.
I have been to whyquit and quitsmoking online. Please help, in any way that you can. I want to be free from this disease.
Christine
