I "Craved" In again.........Damn....

Discussion created by dollarbill on Aug 18, 2008
Latest reply on Aug 20, 2008 by dollarbill
Almost made it to my week mark.......but I am realizing that I am weak on this journey. My "RELAPSE TRAP" happen when i was watching TV...."big brother" at the time. I usually smoke while watching and instead of getting up, getting out, using my gum, when my CRAVE kicked in, I went to the store. And now my guilt has set in. Once I make it to 4 or 5 days i begin to feel like it'll be alright to smoke a little. It's obvious i don't want to be an occasion smoker.........I want to be smoke free. That's why I am on this site. For those that were supporting me.....DON'T GIVE UP ON ME. I want this and I can't do it w/o your help. This site is the only support i have.