Want to quit SO BAD!!!

Discussion created by j-b on Aug 17, 2008
Latest reply on Aug 24, 2008 by charlena
Hey all. I am new to this. Basically I have tried and tried to quit and I seem to be the end of my own efforts!!!

I have two kiddos whom I love to death. I quit for both pregnancies, and my son who is 5 I quit for 2 years after I had him. My daughter is 10 months and I started again only 2 weeks after I had her.

I hate that I smoke. My son knows what I do and I cant stand that. I am still nursing my daughter and although I take all the precautions I can (I never smoke in the house, wash my hands, smoke right after I feed her etc etc) I feel so horrible. I just think I get into this cycle of feeling lousy about it, then I smoke because of it.

Does anyone else do that?

I gotta do this. but the hard part is... I really do enjoy it!