I can't believe I'm almost there. On 01/27/09 it will be 1 yr quit! I was very scared I would revert to my old habits, but I didn't! I succeeded and every day that goes by it gets easier and easier. I'm so proud of myself and although I am still working on my health its getting soo much better. I've also lost 30 lbs in the last 3 months! Holy cow! I'm still working on it, but at least I'm headed in the right direction. If you would have told me 1 yr ago this is where I would be physically and mentally I would not have thought it was possible. But I'm here to say it is possible! I've done it! Hell yes life is grand!