...and I feel like a bad teenager left alone for a weekend. I've already been thinking about smoking cigarettes and drinking wine (I'm quitting both right now). Not that I'm quitting for him, but I wouldn't have to admit to it- he would never know. These are the honest thoughts I'm having-I'm 48 and I would lie to my husband-and my children- and anyone for nicotine- addiction is crazy.
But feeling more in control after reading your posts- thank you!
I really don't want to re-do this first week, but I have to constantly remind myself of that
Just keep swimming ...just keep swimming