So I have set a new final quit date for August 1st. My anniversary with my love. I had a cigarette last night with him and also a huge break through. I feel terrible this morning, just after 1 cigarette. I only went out because I wanted to connect with him. Smoking felt filthy. I didn't even enjoy the actual cigarette.I did enjoy the time with him.
Mmmmm hmmmmm, but - what is it you actually understand?