I’m some 400 and odd days since my last cigarette! I’m immeasurably happy about this. It’s made a huge change to my life and also my families life. I don’t get cravings any more and heck I’ve managed to get through having my little one in PICU without relapsing.
Every now and again though I have these random dreams and I’ll see myself with a cigarette or when I’m looking in my handbag I find myself looking for my box of cigs. It passes and then I’m fine . It’s just so weird . I have no intention of ever smoking again and I can honestly say 99% of the time I feel like a non smoker.
does this happen to anyone else or am I just weird?