I thought after 111 days maybe, just maybe, I would bypass NML. I’ve been trying so hard. I’ve been strong Then boom. I dreamt I smoked last night. Haven’t had the awful dream since my 3rd week. I’m scared. I don’t trust me. A voice keep saying just one I’m keeping busy. Was gardening and praying. Now I’m going to cook but scared I’ll mess this quit up. This time I really want this for myself. I know the Elders have been where I am today. It’s been on and off all days. Please help support me
Barb
The only way to get that little voice that keeps begging for just one to shut up is to ignore it. There is no such thing as just one. Do whatever is necessary to get through this - what you will find on the other side is pure beauty. Don't you dare give up those 111 days. This will pass - please just give it time.