I’m in NML. - oh no

Discussion created by Barb102 on May 9, 2018
Latest reply on May 10, 2018 by Barbscloud

I thought after 111 days maybe, just maybe, I would bypass NML. I’ve been trying so hard. I’ve been strong Then boom. I dreamt I smoked last night. Haven’t had the awful dream since my 3rd week. I’m scared. I don’t trust me. A voice keep saying just one   I’m keeping busy. Was gardening and praying. Now I’m going to cook but scared I’ll mess this quit up. This time I really want this for myself. I know the Elders have been where I am today. It’s been on and off all days. Please help support me