I just through 2 weeks of being smoke free away for 2 days of not being able to cope. Stupid. Resetting my date for tomorrow. I know that the only thing I can control are my actions and my reactions. It was a reaction, and I gave in. No I can't completely remove family from my life, so will leave it at that, but I felt good, got so much done, so nice to have clean clothes, bedding, MOUTH and be able to breathe. Man I'm pissed off at myself, but not going to let that make me give up. I've been smoking more than 2 packs a day for way too long. Dammit. Seriously.