Today Was Debbie's Funeral

[SuzyQ411]

Today was Debbie's funeral. And I did not smoke.

As the clock moves toward midnight, bringing this dreaded day to an end, I realize I am tougher than I thought I was.

But, it still hurts.... 

I learned something today that I know she would have gotten a big kick out of.

But , she's not here to tell.

So, I miss her...

But, I will be okay.

My faith will pull me through.

[maryfreecig]

Sorry for your loss, Suzy. I'm glad you are facing your loss with faith and willingness to stay smober. Big hug.

[SuzyQ411]

[Cousin-Itt]

I'm sorry for your loss SuzyQ411  

I'm a firm believer that Debbie is looking down upon you with a smile and is proud of you for your strength

[SuzyQ411]

[YoungAtHeart]

My sympathy on your loss.  It's gonna' hurt for awhile, this we know.

I ALSO know you won't be smoking over it - because that hole in your heart will only be filled by memories, as they come to you.  Remember the time...........?

♥

[SuzyQ411]

[sweetplt]

 No words Suzy SuzyQ411 ... Love and hugs Colleen 

[SuzyQ411]

[elvan]

Suzy,

This is so touching & such a lovely tribute to Debbie. I am so sorry for your loss, grief is very hard to prepare for. I am so proud of you coming here & making it clear that smoking is not required to get through this. Debbie probably left many things unsaid to you but she knew you were there & you can bet that she hears you.

Sending love & comforting prayers.

Ellen 

[SuzyQ411]