I have grown children. My youngest son died 7 years ago and we are raising his little girl. Ironically he name her Heaven's Destiny. I have to live for her. I am fighting liver cancer, and high blood pressure etc. But, what makes me smoke the most after quiting for a year is I have not yet and can't face my sons death. There is much more to this but for now this is enough. I have to live for her. Have Too!!!
Jenifer