Uh Joe - no, this is not a waste of energy. Smoking is a waste of your life's energy. And you know it. Though you try to excrete it.
If you think this is a suckass website. Then please leave here. And take your negatives along with you. Because we are in the business of strengthening positives. And you are not welcome if you only badmouth the place..
And if you bothered to really look around here, you would see many, many people who are struggling and succeeding in beating this addiction.
You don't need to have a dialogue with yourself. You need to have a dialogue with others on here. But you will only do that if you reach out to others in a positive, life affirming way. Which is not, thus far, anything you've shown us.
I wish you an open mind.
