I know i can beat this. Within the last 2 months i have smoked like 4times. I always reach that point when i think it's ok now. I am starting to except and realize that i do have an addiction. I get that voice that says just one more time. Mannn......that voice.....OK i got it....you can't beat drug addiction by doing more drugs. Ok now I must do it. I am back to day one again & I am fighting for my life. I have the nic gum...but i really want to do this cold turkey. HERE I GO AGAIN. thanks for "listening".