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TW517
Member

Stupid Lies You Told Yourself?

All these recent posts about our tricky minds reminded me of a dream I had last night.  I was in line at a convenience store behind a woman who asked the clerk for a pack of her cigarettes.  The clerk said it was cheaper per pack to buy a carton, and the woman said, “No thanks, I’m trying to quit.  If I buy the carton, I’ll smoke them all”.  When I woke up, I remembered how I lied to myself that way for years.  For 30 some years I always bought cartons.  Then 12 years ago, I got “serious” about quitting again.  Told myself I would only buy one pack and quit after that.  Then I bought one more pack.  Then one more.  At 15 cigarettes a day, times 365 days in a year, divided by 20 cigarettes in a pack, times 10 years – that’s 2,740 times I told myself this is the last pack I’m buying!  What's that old saying about doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results? 

 

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TriGirl
Member

Hahahaha! That's so funny I had to go back and read it. There are lots of words that could go there!!

avian3
Member

Exactly! lol

djmurray
Member

I filled in the blank with two words, which goes to show I've been reading too much social media!!!  I didn't realize that EX actually bleeped posts.

avian3
Member

Lol!

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elvan
Member

I always bought cartons...when I quit, I ended up giving away eight unopened packs in a carton and the one pack that was opened, I ran under water and tore the cigarettes apart.  I did not want them in my house...my quit was not scheduled, it was something I had tried to do over and over again but EX pulled me through.

Ellen

Petrey86
Member

Man look how cool I look with this cigarette in my hand.

JACKIE1-25-15
Member

How about I am going to quit one day.  Don't know how but I will.  I rarely bought a carton.  I was a thrifty smoker. 

TriGirl
Member

My stupid lie was, "Well, I can still run a half marathon and complete a Sprint triathlon..." The truth is I was able to do those things in spite of the fact I smoked. In reality, I have no idea what damage my years of smoking did to me. That's a scary thought, and one that will keep me from returning to that former state of being.

Giulia
Member

I don't think I told myself a stupid lie as I agreed to remain stupid.  I knew smoking wasn't good for me.  But I smoked anyway.  I knew I was being stupid to do so.  Stupid does as stupid is.  UNTIL I learned that this was an addiction and not just a bad habit.  Then my stupid became smart and I quit.

JACKIE1-25-15
Member

Here Here, I know the feeling of stupid smoking.