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Help, I started smoking again yesterday, I am so stressed out. I was smoke free since Feb 6 2019. I feel awful, terrible and disgusted with myself!
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Hi Nancy it sure was nice to hear from you today. I did have a very good
day today. I went to church for their Hope for humanity day and a good
friend went with me and then after that we went to Dan Nicholas Park. It
was the first time I ever have gone to that park. It was wonderful, big
lake with ducks and geese and paddle boats and lots of families and
children picnic tables and shelters and all kinds of fun. I am not going to
worry about the living situation I just know something good is going to
happen soon. I really miss my little dog but I will get her back soon no
doubt,but until then I know that she is in very good hands. I am full of
Hope peace and tranquility. I have learned how to draw from God's love and
strength through prayer and meditation. Meditating on the word of God for
the most part. I just don't have it on my own. But I sure do have it when I
ask him! He is so awesome. I will tell you a secret. Lol! I think I'm going
to buy a small house. I found one right around the corner two bedroom one
bath, and I like it very much. It's a hundred and twenty years old LOL. So
I think I will feel at home hahaha no really I'm only 59. I believe God
will give me a lot of good years. I think when my dad died a part of me
died too. But now I am learning a new life in Christ. From time to time I
can hit some pretty low lows but for the most part I've never been happier
especially since I quit smoking and doing those self-destructive things,
depending on the wrong people. now my mind is clear and God has been
gracious to me and given me wisdom about handling this life. It can get
tedious. I hope and pray that you will be blessed and that you will have
the best that God has to offer. I believe I will sign off for now, you have
a good night, thanks again for being compassionate and kind. I really enjoy
it when people do that. I think God does too
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It's the trials that teach us strength and greater understanding. Not fun, but they do, I think, make us better people. If we want to be. Otherwise they just make us mean and resentful. And that's no fun! lol (Mmmm, thanks for thinking my name is pretty - made me feel good.)
Wondering how your night went last night and how you are this morning. Jerry Springer CAN'T be on TV on the weekends, is he?
Hello how are you I'm doing great no I don't know if he's on the weekends I
haven't really paid attention. I am looking for a place even as we speak!
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Hope that works out for you. I can't be easy living with strangers.
My heart goes out to you, Cindy. You sound really strong, I have to admit that I laughed out loud when I read your response about God answering your prayers lately..."maybe it's because I started praying." I would not get through a day without prayer...I will keep you in my prayers too. I really HOPE that you were able to get some sleep last night, I also hope Jerry Springer was off for the weekend. I honestly cannot imagine listening to that when I am trying to sleep...all of that chaos entering the subconscious mind...it might be better than having it enter the CONSCIOUS mind now that I think about it.
You really have a good attitude, Cindy, that will take you far. Keep us posted on the hunt for a place.
Ellen