so i relapsed, ive only been smoking again for 2 weeks after quitting for 2 months, and its making me ill, my sinuses are all stuffed up, smoking has been making me nauseas but i do it anyway. and last night i went out on a date with a guy and worked with, i was super nervous and was drinking so i smoked about an entire pack, he must have been so disgusted! what the hell was i thinking!?!?
now i can't decide if i should go out and buy my last pack or to quit right NOW.