I am only about 9 weeks along but disturbingly, look more like I usually do in my 6th month! Hope there's only one in there and hope it's not like a 12 pounder or something...hell i'm only a 90llb girl and a baby like that would rip me end to end...anywho!
I have two little boys (7 and 2) who are my whole world. This baby was an unexpected surprise...meaning I've been on the depo shot since my 2yr old was 6 weeks old and never missed a shot or been late for one...and it's been a little difficult to get used to the idea that life isn't going to be what i had planned. I was done having kids after my last..or so i though...guess god had other plans for me though..smiles! It's okay I might not have had the drive to quit smoking if it hadn't been for my little surprise so he'll be known as the one who saved my life! This will definitely be my last baby...gonna get 'fixed' afterwards and I am hoping for another little boy..can't help it...never wanted girls...just LOVE my BOYS!!!
How's it going for you? Still struggling? What can I do to help?
Manda
(Hey you know, i spend so much time on this site talking about smoking it's kinda nice to talk about something else! smiles!)
