Hey Danielle, I just joined this site and your posting struck a chord with me IMMEDIATELY. My quit date is April 14. I have smoked for 17 years, and I am currently taking chantix which I have noticed has cut down my cravings and my smoking immensely. However, I am STILL freaking out about Monday because at this point even thought I am cutting down, I know that I will just have one later and I am scared of my quit day because there will be no "later." I feel SO much like you do. As weird and stupid as it sounds, I feel like I will be giving up a 'best friend' (granted, a best friend that is KILLING me,) but nonetheless, I do not KNOW myself as a non-smoker. What will I DO with myself? I will be thinking of you - wish me luck