Hi, I'm Amanda. I'm 17 and a senior in high school. I have been a smoker for about 5 years now, off and on, but more so within the last 2 years. I'm in a strange posistion at the moment, I am staying with my grandparents for the summer and I have no choice but not to smoke because there isn't any way for me to do so. I've been here about 2 and a half weeks now, and I smoked once last week because I got a cig from a neighbor. I thought that quitting cold turkey would be easy since I can't smoke for 2 months, but I am sure that I will start again when I go home because most of my friends are smokers, and my mom smokes, so it is pretty easy for me to get them. I have the will, just not the way. I recently met a really nice christian guy who is against smoking. I really do like him, so he is my motivation now. Not only that, but I am really out of shape and I had to drop out of athletics because of the cigs. I just need help.