Having my daughter has given me the self-respect to do a lot of things including quitting smoking. I have a picture on my phone that I took during my last cig and it pushes me through the cravings. But I need to explain what is going on... I have never smoked around my baby girl, and since I found out that I was pregnant, I have not allowed it in the car or in the house and I do NOT allow anyone else to smoke around her either. So, last week (after my last failed quit) I decided to try again. I was smoking on the front porch trying to decide whether this was going to be my last smoke or if I was going to keep going through the evening and start anew tomorrow... My girl was in the house and started crying once she realized that I had left her inside. This is what I saw through the window... This is what I saw, and that one became my last...
