Man oh man, ladies, the timing on this couldn't be more perfect...I'm with ya, what is it?! People who don't experience this haven't a clue. I'm not sure if it has to do with personality type, not "really" being ready, age, length of time smoking or just....I don't know what! But it is there and all too real - kind of a bummer if you ask me! Hang tough! I know it ain't easy, but just keep telling yourself the mantra - whatever yours may be...