I threw my cigarettes out the window on Monday morning. Just couldn't do it anymore. I have been making plans for some time but have not taken action. I have justified it because the last eight months have been the hardest of my life (mom who lives with me going through cancer, two small children, gaining a 20 year old, husband always working, put cat down after 18 years, had to initiate DNR on "grandma", two other relatives passing) However, I am now looking at these things as great reasons to stop rather than continue smoking. I couldn't stand smoking and I couldn't stand not smoking. I have quit a few times, never for more than three months but I have never been at this point before. I too am in the program and have 5.5 years. I agree...God has relieved me of the desire to drink and is and will relieve me of the desire to smoke.