I just found this site... I think I need to go through this a little more as I can't figure how to respond/reply to the wonderful women and their comments. I am the mother of a beautiful child, my 15 yr old son. My husband and our boy have always been my priorities--with this exception. I have decided to reprioritize--really love God first and know that I am loved so that I can my husband and our boy like nobody's business. It sounds like we (you and me) are experiencing the same things--readiness, fear, some anxiety, shame, guilt... I'm looking forward to doing something good here--maybe making some friends, encouraging someone, conquering my Everest... My quit date is 1 FEB, and I want this. I quit during basic training; I quit when I found out I was pregnant. I have quit for a day or two off and on throughout the past 14 years. This time, I am ready. Thanks for being here with me.
