What's funny is I used to roll sometimes, so it was very natural to have people ask me if I had E. I just didn't want to do it anymore and one day I stopped. No cravings, no anything. Cigarettes are such a DIFFERENT story. Such an Addiction. So much planning for the cravings, planning who I will be around, planning when I need to take my BuPROPion, planning how to drink my coffee, planning what I can do to stay busy in the car while I drive, etc. This site really helps not just for all of that and for all the support from you guys - but I use it sometimes just to keep my mind occupied till I get past an intense craving time (Like while watching a DVD today where a character smoked). I have friends who social smoke, they bum a cigarette on a night out once a month and never smoke or buy them any other time. NOT ME. I quit several times before and went back. I can pick up a drink and not drink to excess, I can eat food not to excess, but not Cigarettes. Hothula wrote about how she must "value her quit". I love that. I am hoping to "honor this quit" and in so doing making it last.
