Hi , Im 32 and have smoked since I was 17ish. I quit a few times for the longest probably from 29-31 all my friends and relatives smoke and now Im pretty on and off but Im sick of it. My best friend comes over every tuesday and saturday which is horribly spaced when your trying to quit. I usually will smoke about 4 or 5 of his when hes here , but recently on fridays or days before I know they are gonna show up ill get a pack at the store smoke 2 or 3 then hold the pack under the bathroom faucet to destroy it.
My throat sometimes feels like theres a lump I cant swallow or thats its just stressed out and sometimes my lungs even hurt. This goes away when I stop for a day but as you can see this is scaring the hell outta me so i need to quit, If i ended up with a throat hole voice box I really dont know what I would do with my life. I just called my friend and told him I couldnt hang out with him until january so I hope this will do the trick. Wish me luck!
