Kayla and John my apologies for not replying. I stopped logging on and focused on getting through the holidays and not gaining weight. It's only today that I've logged on and read a message from John C congratulating me on 39+ days that I realized that I closed myself off to get through it BUT I did get through and I should be congratulating myself, sharing my success with others, instead of closing myself off from the world in fear of smoking or eating and failing. Can't promise I won't get into one of my moods and disappear again but for now I've gotten over a hurdle and feeling good.
See my husband and I moved to a very small town in Wyoming about 5 months ago. I'm a city girl born and raised and it's taken a little getting use to. People are friendly enough but not the hey come over for dinner friendly, or call me friendly. I miss my daughter, my son, my grandchildren, my girlfriends. I miss the malls and shopping. So I'm trying to get use to it, trying to figure out a way to be more out going to meet people, trying not to gain weight and stay on my weight loss plan, STAY QUIT by not thinking about until it raises it's ugly head, and be supportive of my husband because his new job is so stressful. Not sure why I shared all this with you Kayla..maybe because you let me get away with my venting and whining on the 5th. I would love to hear from you and hear how your doing on your quit and hope your holidays are filled and surrounded by family and friends. Kim
