You're just at one of those crucial places in your quit Laney. Three to five weeks is always a hard time. You're not really having physical urges only the thoughts keep popping up. You're out of that "Pink Cloud" stage where the enthusiasm really begins & you're settling into a new you. Get to know this new Laney because she is going to surprise everyone at her strength. There are so many things that triggered us to light up & every season brings new triggers. They say a complete year quit & you will have faced all of them but there are things that happen rarely in your life that can trigger also. Sickness, death, changing jobs, relationship troubles & new relationships are just a minute tasting of things that trigger. I was 4 years into my quit & hit an unknown trigger & I about blew it because of it. But I was able to recognize my junkie thinking & you will too after a time. All I can say is perservere sweetie & it will pass. Practice NOPE & come see us when ya can.
