So how did your first day being quit go? You may or may not have stormy seas ahead although I hope you don't. The first few weeks are like climbing a mountain. It's got a nice easy path for a short while until you get to the rocks at the beginning of the mountain. The mountain also has some tumbling rocks (cravings, withdrawals, emotions, other non supportive people, etc.) so you're afraid to start climbing but you really want to see the view from the top. It's a steep climb and you may have some rocks fall from under your feet but you know if you can hang on tight with your hands the next foot hold should be close by. We are all here for you to be a foothold. As you keep climbing towards the top the rocks slowly stop falling and the grade of the mountain starts to be less severe. If you keep hiking, even if you take a misstep along the journey you keep walking and be more careful of holes and traps. Beyond that, a path is near and although the path is steep you probably won't have to use your hands. After a while you may get tired of the hike and may want to turn around and go back down but you made it this far and you've been told the view from the top is so beautiful you really want to see it so you keep going. The path starts to even out and is much more easy to walk along. The apex of the mountain is visible and every step toward it brings more excitement because you're getting closer to the top. The air's cleaner, the sky is more blue and the sun is warmer here. Your perseverance has paid off and you are now at the top. The view was more spectacular than you expected. It's so clear you can see for miles, The valleys are filled with green leaves, rivers and waterfalls and the little towns below seem perfect. Be proud, you made it! Just remember that if you hadn't started the climb or gone back to the base of the mountain, you would have missed all the glory you are now looking at. And remember that when you needed a foothold or a hand up everyone here helped you hang on and keep you on the path and will continue to do so! May your initial climb be a good one!!
Julie
34 DOF
Congrats on the start of your Journey and I hope you are have some success shopping! I found my evenings were my biggest challenges and I am sure you are ready for what may come! Share with us when you can and reach out when you need a hand. 
