Not sure what you mean "so close" .
Here are my thoughts .
Put distance between your quit . Start it now or put it off . The time you've your procrastinated because of fear or doubt however , tells addiction it can still control you with fear and doubt , right ?
Start trusting your ability even if it's just a hair of confidence you have . Every day won will build on that confidence .
It won't take long for things to get easier . Give yourself credit for trying and now lets do . You can hang in there three months right ? Small goals will add up to big ones all by themselves if you take one day at a time . .Once you get a taste of freedom I promise you will want more .
Addiction will continue to win if you give in or procrastinate , time and time again .
You will continue to post " starting again " again and again if you don't take control . You won't fall apart any worse than the rest of us did . We know how messy it can feel and be.
Take your power back . Time to break the cycle . You can do this . I know because I felt so helpless , hopeless and unable to quit as well . I felt scared and I procrastinated for years until it was almost too late . Really any procrastination is too late ?
No better time to quit than in the midst of struggle . No better time to quit than right now whatever the situation is .
I'm sorry if you are scared or stress has overwhelmed you or whatever reason you are putting it off . Retrain your thinking . Are you responding to addictions needs because of the anxiety it's causing ? Don't want the anxiety anymore ?..... quit.
We are here to support you . I will for sure . We know it's hard . I won't ever forget that no matter how much distance is between my quit and day one .
Whenever you choose to quit but I hope you'll consider sooner . Everything in quitting is about choice, your choice. Start there .
See you next week or sooner . Walking with you .
