I’ve made it 1 week using NRT which was the way I needed to go. While this is certainly not my first attempt over 40 years of smoking, it feels so very different. Maybe because I was sure my CT scan was not going to be good news yesterday and it really scared the beejesus out of me, maybe because I thought about the Russian Roulette I was playing and how much longer could I keep tempting fate. I’m not quite sure what clicked this time, but it just feels different. Do I struggle? Yes, but not like all the past times. I actually have genuine hope and faith this time is it. By the way, my CT scan was clear..for this year!
