Oh Sheila, I feel for you! I am on day 5 of not smoking and I know it's tough! But YOU have to be strong and overpower this addiction now! I just keep repeating - 'Cigarettes are not my friends - they want to kill me. I am not going to let them!' I smoked for over 36 years and right now is one of those times that I would have had one! If you signed up for the Chantix Get Quit now might be a great time to call a counselor! All the best to you!!!!