Karen44 Hey Karen: Glad to hear you are on the upswing, and hope *that* continues! I agree about losing a Mom being the toughest thing, as I lost mine about a year and a half ago. That was a large part of my decision to quit smoking, in tribute to her. She really really wanted me to for years, and asked without actually nagging. So I have a damn good reason to stay quit, for me AND for her. Hugs and strength to you. Blessed Be