HERE I GO!! My anxiety is off the chain, lol. I see what some of you were saying about right before you quit. I have one day to quit date. I see myself asking why am I waiting quite often. To me that is a great sign that this is going to work. I am so grateful for everyone sharing their emotions and real feelings . I am so confident this is it!! Thank you all for your help. Couldn't have done it without the website!!