Amanda115 I read your about me and I care. Thank you for sharing your story with me. I do think about smoking off and on....but what more could I expect from 20 years as a smoker?! It is a test, but I am so free from the insecurities of it and I intend on wholeheartedly protecting my quit. You just back slid and I have faith that you will stay focused and firm in your quit. I am praying for you. Let's continue to move ahead in this journey as quitter one day at a time. You can do!